Farewell to a Mortal Love

[Verse] Chilly nights fire bright Snow is fallin' gleamin' white Wrap up tight cocoa sips Joy is here on our lips [Verse 2] Lights are twinklin' all around Carols fill the whole town Families gather near and far Peace and love is who we are [Chorus] Holiday cheer all we need Laughter joy let it lead Feel the love through the year Spread the kindness bring it near [Bridge] Gifts may come gifts may go But hearts will always glow Memories will stay alive Cherish moments till we thrive [Verse 3] Stockings hung by the fire Warmth of love we aspire Children's laughter fills the air Magic dances everywhere [Chorus] Holiday cheer all we need Laughter joy let it lead Feel the love through the year Spread the kindness bring it near

[Verso 1] En tanto que de rosa y azucena Se muestra la color en vuestro gesto Y que vuestro mirar ardiente Enciende el corazón y lo refrena [Verso 2] Mientras que el cabello de oro brilla Y vuestra juventud florece tanta Aprovecha el día y no te detengas No siempre el tiempo todo lo aguanta [Estribillo] Vive hoy sin pensar en mañana La vida es corta no lo olvides nunca Gózate del sol y del viento cálido Baila con la luna que nada importa [Puente] El tiempo pasa sin dar aviso Te arrebata que nunca da permiso Así que ríe y ama sin sentido Que este momento precioso es único [Verso 3] Rosas y azucenas marchitarán Tu piel de seda un día se irá Pero los recuerdos siempre quedan En ellos tu espíritu vivirá [Estribillo] Vive hoy sin pensar en mañana La vida es corta no lo olvides nunca Gózate del sol y del viento cálido Baila con la luna que nada importa

Rebecca is always having a plan When she is not being a landlord and raising her kids and getting her doctorate I see Rebecca always trying to help and aid those near and far Rebecca is always hardworking and fair She stands tall and her beauty attracts and repeals those who are afraid Rebeccas the one who we all smile and relate to The days forward are better as Rebecca shares and listens so well

Dans les ombres d'un passé douloureux, Chaque cicatrice raconte une histoire, Les nuits sont longues, les jours sont creux, Mais au fond de toi brille encore l'espoir. Tu es plus fort que tu ne le sais, Même si la douleur semble éternelle, Un jour viendra où tu renaîtras, Comme un phénix sous le ciel. Les larmes ont creusé des rivières profondes, Mais elles nourrissent aussi ton âme, Chaque souffle, une lutte, une seconde, Te rapproche du calme après la flamme. Tu es plus fort que tu ne le sais, Même si la douleur semble éternelle, Un jour viendra où tu renaîtras, Comme un phénix sous le ciel. Il y a une lumière au bout du chemin, Même si elle semble loin aujourd'hui, Chaque pas, chaque matin, Te rapproche du jour où tu souriras aussi. Les vents contraires te poussent vers l'avant, Les tempêtes forgent les âmes bravaches, Même dans les moments les plus éprouvants, Tu trouveras la force de tourner la page. Tu es plus fort que tu ne le sais, Même si la douleur semble éternelle, Un jour viendra où tu renaîtras, Comme un phénix sous le ciel. Alors tiens bon, crois en demain, L'espoir est là, même caché, Un jour, tu verras le soleil enfin, Illuminer ta route de ses rayons dorés.

[Verse] All the hurt inside my mind I won't let it bind no more Holding grudges is a blind To the peace I'm searching for [Verse 2] Mending bridges I had burned With the lessons I have learned Every scar and every tear Paved the way to lessen fear [Chorus] I forgive and I heal Let the past just be still All mistakes in the light Help me grow in the night [Verse 3] Seeking truth within my soul Forgiveness as my final goal Walking forward with my pain Making sure it’s not in vain [Verse 4] Hate dissolves in love's embrace Seeing beauty in each face With each step into the new I carry grace and wisdom too [Chorus] I forgive and I heal Let the past just be still All mistakes in the light Help me grow in the night

[Verse] Sous la nuit noire si dense Un crime commis en silence Les ombres dansent et planent En emportant l'âme humaine [Verse 2] Quand le jour se réveille Le chagrin sans pareil La dépression qui ronge Les cœurs comme un moche songe [Chorus] Et la tristesse monte Comme une mer qui gronde Perdus dans ces pensées La douleur faut endurer [Verse 3] Les larmes tombent sans fin Sur les joues sans destin Un crime qui pèse lourd L’esprit cherche le secours [Bridge] Mais où est la lumière Dans ce monde si amer Chercher la rédemption Au fond de la dépression [Chorus] Et la tristesse monte Comme une mer qui gronde Perdus dans ces pensées La douleur faut endurer

[Verse] Falling for a boy His name is KJ In every smile He takes my breath away [Verse 2] Walking through the park Hand in hand all day KJ's laugh so bright Chases all my fears away [Chorus] Oh KJ You light up my night With you by my side Everything feels right [Verse 3] Haven't felt this way In a long long time KJ’s my sweet rhythm He’s my simple rhyme [Verse 4] Looking in his eyes Seeing dreams come true Every single moment Feels like something new [Chorus] Oh KJ You light up my night With you by my side Everything feels right

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[Verse] Alabama nights feel cold Thought your love would never grow old Empty bottles on the floor Lonely heart can't take no more [Verse 2] Arkansas dreams turned gray Whiskey drowns the words you'd say Promises just washed away Now I'm left to find my way [Chorus] I'm drinking to forget the pain Your memory sticks like a stain Late night calls in pouring rain Now I'm just the one to blame [Bridge] Alone I sit in faded light Your betrayal haunts the quiet night Tears and glass my sole delight Loving you was never right [Verse 3] Echoes of what used to be Haunt these halls relentlessly Drunken thoughts won't set me free You're a ghost that's chasing me [Chorus] I'm drinking to forget the pain Your memory sticks like a stain Late night calls in pouring rain Now I'm just the one to blame

[Verse] Eighteen years by my side Through the highs and lows we ride Painting houses under the sun For our future for our son [Verse 2] Man of faith and strength so strong He's been working all day long With every brushstroke he provides For the dreams we're building wide [Chorus] He stands up proud with all his might For our freedom and our rights In his arms I see the light Eighteen years of love so bright [Bridge] God above he keeps our line Blesses us in times so fine Prayer and love our hearts aligned Faith and hope forever signed [Verse 3] Every wall he paints with care Shows the love that's always there Sweat and toil without a sigh For our family he'll comply [Chorus] He stands up proud with all his might For our freedom and our rights In his arms I see the light Eighteen years of love so bright

Nunca subestime a dor do próximo. Nunca compare com a sua dor. Cada um sente e resiste de uma forma diferente. As vezes, o sentimento que fica é que não dá mais para lutar. Lutar para ter o mínimo que é "paz e felicidade". Infelizmente a depressão nos tira tudo isso. Passamos a viver no automático, sem prazer, sem motivação. A única coisa que pensamos é se um dia essa dor vai passar. Vivo assim desde sempre, e acredito que é por isso que estou desistindo tão jovem. Quando criança, eu já vivia com medos, adolescente eu já vivia com tantas incertezas e falsidades, e depois de adulto, com tanta responsabilidade, e ainda carregando o peso de ter vivido tanta coisa difícil em tão pouco tempo. Hoje não consigo lidar com mais nada. Não tenho forças para travar nenhuma luta e ainda tenho tantas lutas para travar. Cansa viver com um sorriso fingido no rosto. Mostrar que estou bem, que sou feliz, quando na verdade estou sofrendo tanto por dentro.